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damn my nigga i know i said no more entries but a nigga drunk ...........helps the pain.....oh well........everyone sending me replies talking bout i got alot to live for...hahahahahahahaha ok if you say so
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So yeah now I'm crying =`[,I sometimes wished Franky knew just how much he means to me. It's like he just doesn't know. I have known Franky for already 6 years. He's my brother my parents should've adopted him. I love him dearly ... He makes me cry everytime he say's so much shit like he has nothing to live for or anything to look forward too. I have never met anyone who has struggled so much. With peeps hating on him and hoes braking his heart. Females don't know how much he has to offer. If our friendship wasn't so deep I would so get with Franky.I would appreciate everything about him like I do now.Papo I know that you life has been "shit" like you say, but look at it this way atleast you always have someone to turn to when you need someone there. You have someone who loves you more than what you can imagine. You own a good piece of my heart. The things that you and I have gone through things that just bring us into one person will never be replaced. I don't want to remember you from memories. Life was given to you for a great reason, even though you don't have a g.f or what not you know that for sure you'll always have me. I don't want to have conversations like this anymore.
Yup Its All Mine: :'(
Xo pink thursday: what's wrong my love?
Yup Its All Mine: mad fucking depressed yo
Xo pink thursday: damn im sorry,im a little depressed too
Xo pink thursday: que te pasa?
Yup Its All Mine: i just wanna die yo i cant take this shit no more
Xo pink thursday: what's wrong?
Xo pink thursday: let me know?
Yup Its All Mine: i dunno
Xo pink thursday: you know you could tell me anything
Yup Its All Mine: i know
Yup Its All Mine: i got a drinking problem and im trying to stay sober and its hurting me
Yup Its All Mine: i just wanna drink till i die
Xo pink thursday: damn don't say that
Yup Its All Mine: yup
Xo pink thursday: what's the point of drinkin so much?you'lll get sober anyways
Yup Its All Mine: i got nothing to live for
Xo pink thursday: omg that is soooo much bull shit
Yup Its All Mine: i really dont
Xo pink thursday: you have to live for me =D...
Xo pink thursday: your future
Yup Its All Mine: i got no future
Yup Its All Mine: and ill live on in your memories
Xo pink thursday: 0mg please now that is b.s
Xo pink thursday: oh no say that please because im gonna get nothing but more depressed,and make me cry again like last time with your entry n shyt
Yup Its All Mine: well then dont read the one i just put
Yup Its All Mine: im sorry star
Yup Its All Mine: i love you
Yup Its All Mine: im going to bed
Xo pink thursday: papo I know you love me because I love you dearly n shyt,but don't put me through this please..
Yup Its All Mine: im not
Xo pink thursday: yes you are
Yup Its All Mine: nighty night
Xo pink thursday: night
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what it is yo....things have gone from bad to worse....only good new is got is my lil god daughter was born god belss the lil dickens....lexani was born on wensday morning...and i got to hold her....but all i could do is think bout what life would be like if june was different for me...oh well thats the past....ive devoloped an alchol probelm...i cant stop drinking it just makes me soo numb that nothing hurts...im fucking up my life i feel soo alone my world is soo cold and i got nothing to change it....ive abandoned my religion not on purpose but im such a fuck up im sure they have long since gave up on me.....its soo sad i come on this and have all these long ass entries of how miserable i am...but hey thats the story of my life....only thing i ask is that if my religion hasent abandoned me all i ask is that they take me out my misery.......i wonder what the world would be like without me......would anyone notice im gone.....i know my fam (including my compadre and comadre) but the rest.....who the fuck knows or cares.....so many people i got in my heart that i would be lost without them and they seem just fine and dandy without me....i heart hurts my mind plays tricks on me when will this insanity end...everynight i pray that if god really exsist that i dont wake up in the morning....since i was lil ive lost everything and everyone i love.....im sick of everyone telling me its gonna get better....im done living a fools hope......some of us are here with a purpose and others are just here to die......youll read this and be like damn you got soo much to live for....da fuck i got? and the lil i got how much longer am i gonna have it? im sorry for everyone ive hurt everyone ive done dirty.....all i ever wanted was to be happy....thats just an emotion that ill never experiance....this is my last entry................bye
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how do i do it yo i honestly dont know anymore im sitting here bleeding like a stuck pig cuz i got in a filthy rumble at the beach we scrapped like 12 heads yo no lie and busted up like 4 niggas wit bottles but when all was said n done i was left alone getting rushed i stabbed a nigga wit a bottle and he sliced my hand wide open its hard for me to type but whatever my nigga i dont give a fuck....ive really managed to fuck up my life really good all that ive worked so hard to build is crumbling fast as fuck before my eyes...i dont know why i do it but like 2 pac said id like to live but i got nothing to loose what can i do on a one way trip to prison selling drugs we all wrapped up in this living life as thugs.....im in a downward sprial yo this is gonna end bad i can feel it .....its weird i can help everyone out wit they life and help them be happy but i cant help myself...maybe cuz ive lost everything i love......oh well maybe god will do me a favor soon....be easy yall........maybe things would be different if i hadent fucked things up wit someone......but thats the past what can we do..............................................................................................
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well ive deceided to stop drinking its day one and it hurts just as much as if i was still on it i really fucked up the other night and spent 1500 bucks on something i thought was gonna make me feel better but didnt now im stuck wit no money i cant tell my moms cuz ill be out this house......work is driving me bananas i cant take it yo all i hear is my fam talking bout how good im doing and blah blaH BLAH but they dont know my torment what i go thru everynight what it is that i do to make the pain go away no matter how hard i try to get rid of my problems they always catch up its like a vicious circle like im not ment to be happy and im just living to die i try to think about my future and nothing comes up maybe this is the begining of the end for me....i know i got people i can talk to jenni and joker always there to listen but they got they own problems and family to worry bout and this is just something that im too ashamed of to talk about me at the prime of my life thkning bout death it aint rightbt some times its the only way out i see.....nothing makes me happy anymore not even cooking and without cooking im nothing thats all i got going for me and not even cuz im not that good at it i just know some basic shit so basically i got nothing going for me........this sucks man i hate this shit yo
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well its been a while since i wrote in this shit and as you can already imagine i never have any good news....shit just gets from bad to worse and back to bad...shit has gotten worse than ever yo im soo depressed i gotta drink every night just to feel right wit myself but then all i do is think of old shit that i dont wanna be thinking cuz it hurts me so i been going out like every single night trying to have a good time but all the bitches i meet and all the partying dont make up for anything and i still fell soo empty inside it hurts...i cry everynight to sleep its the worst feeling in the world ...nothing is ever en0ugh nothing is ever good enough around here everyone expects and wants too much from me....im sorry to everyone but i cant do it i cant be what everyone wants me to be....so you might think just make yourself happy...well i cant cuz i cant have what will make me happy its not a girl its not material things its just somehting i cant describe and i dont know how to put it into words its like i have a hole in my soul i feel so empty like im never gonna meet my goals in life........i dont know what else to do think or say....maybe one day ill wake up and this will all just be a dream.......
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damn yo i let keeka go yo i thought it would be the best cuz i was hurting inside so bad knowing she didnt feel the same as i did but yo its killin me even more to be without her all day our songs come on the radio and i think about her all i wanna do is go over there and hug her and kiss her and i wish she would just tell me she loved me and we could fix this but damn who knows if that can happen....all i know is i lost the woman i love and its tearing me up insdie i cant sleep without her its like a part of me is gone i dont know what to do..i know yall thinking look at this nerd why he keep on with the same shit over a chick....why????
cuz i fucking love that chick yo thats why and i wont stop loving her till i fucking die weather im with her or not so yall can just suck a niggas dick if you dont like it....im out.....
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damn my nigga i thought it was in my head that i got shitty luck amnd things cant go right for me...nahhhhh it cant it will be fine one day and the next ill just wanna die...dawg i live day to day with nothing to live for not a god damn thing im 22 wit nothing to live for? what the fuck is that i hate my life my nigga this bullshit is just to much for a nigga its like damn dawg how much more do i have to suffer b4 i could be happy...jenni tells me to eliminate the things that make me feel bad but thats everything..what makes me happy is getting annoyed with me so i dont know what to do my life is falling part faster than i can try to fix it....i feel like whats the point to trying to fix it if its just gonna get fucked up again .....i dont know what to do anymore.........i just wish i wouldnt have been born...i dont know why i feel how i feel inside...everything is falling part....fuck it nothing i can do.........i dont know what else to say.....
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whats good its been a while i know....well work sucks more than ever ....me n jenni beefing wit milly now my mom still aint gotta job.....damn seems nothing is going good........but then all of a sudden i got back wit my baby keeka and everything aint perfect yet but they a hell of alot better that female puts a smile on my face just makes me feel better about myself........i love you babe ill write more later
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[03 Oct 2004|03:06am] |
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wut dey do my peoples well shit still da same nothing new been going on ohh well i didnt get my promotion they hiried someone else to do the job i should be doing i got fucked outta getting my spot in that resturant theyd rather bring somoene in who no one repsects no one knows and someone who dont know the system the way i do fuk itwhat can i do i wont hate on that nigga....that shits got me feeling a lil down and me n my fam had a long talk today n i might be gone for a lil bit im going thru some really fucked up shit in my life right now i wont post it so if anyone wanna know wtf is up holla at me i cant promise you i will tell you but i might you never know......=0/ i guess thats all for now i really dont feel like talking so be easy
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[23 Sep 2004|02:14am] |
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IM SICK AS A MOTHERFUCKER GOD DAMNIT THIS FUCKING SUCKS BALLS MAN MY WHOLE FUCKING BODY HURTS I FEEL LIKE I GOT HIT BY A MOTHERFUCKING TRAIN.....WELL LETS SEE DAWG FUCKING MARIA IS BACK HAVENT HEARD FROM THAT FEMALE IN A MINUTE FOR REAL SHE DOING MAD GOOD FROM WHAT I HEAR GOT THE PIMP ASS JOB SHE GOT HERSELF A NIGGA BET THAT UP N THANKS FOR THE ADVICE MAMA....WELL YALL KNOW JENNI PREGNANT.WOOO HOOO I GET TO BE A GODFATHER TO HER "DAUGHTER" HAHAHA WELL ALL FIND OUT 100% WHAT IT IS IN 2 WEEKS BUT YALL GONNA SEE IM RIGHT ITS KINDA HURTS IN A WAY CUZ DAMN SHE BOUT TO FIND OUT AND SHE WAS ONLY 2 WEEKS AHEAD OF KEEKA SO I WOULD BE FINDING OUT WHAT WE WAS GONNA HAVE SOON BUT DAMN WHAT CAN YOU DO YA KNOW GOD FDOES THINGS FOR A REASON MANNNN TOMARROW IS THRUSDAY.....MY BOYS ARE IN TOWN...HAHAHA I FEEL A PARTY BREWING UP I THINK IMA HAVE TO HIT UP FAT TUESDAYS AND JOES TOMARROW SEE WASSSA SEE WHAT KINDA TROUBLE I CAN GET MYSELF INTO....HAHAHA...WELL WHAT ELSE WORK HAHAHA WORK IS AS STRESSFULL AS EVER SEASON IS COMING UP SOON WITCH MEANS 15 HOUR DAYS EVERYDAY LUCKY IF I GET A DAY OFF THATS GONNA SUCK BUT AHH WELL IMA BE BANKING .......MOVING OUT SOON REAL SOON ......LET SEE WHAT ELSE.....STILL ON THE LOOK OUT FOR THAT STALKER BITCH WAIT TILL I CATCH THAT HOE.....WHAT ELSE THINGS WITH KEEKA....I DONT KNOW I REALLY DONT THE OTHER NIGHT EVERY TIME I WOULD WAKE UP SHE WAS STILL HUGING ME IT WAS MAD CUTE BUT I DUNO SHE STILL WIT THAT NIGGA AND I DONT KNOW WHY SHE IS MAD HAPPY TOO SO I GUESS IS ALL GOOD ...LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS IM NOT GONNA STRESS THINGS NO MORE MY HAIR FINNA FALL OUT I DONT NEED TO BE BALD......LETS SEE WHAT ELSE....HMMM I REALLY THINK THATS IT YALL HOLLA AT ME IF YALL NEED ME
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I KNOW I JUST WROTE IN THIS SHIT BUT WHATEVER DAWG ITS ALMOST 4 AM AND I CANT SLEEP FUCKING GOT MAD SHIT ON MY MIND AND ILL JUST FUCKING SPILL MY GUTS HERE SINCE I GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO AT THIS TIME...YO IM FUCKING HURTING DAWG ME OF ALL PEOPLE DADDY LONG PIPE THE NIGGA THAT SAID HED ALWAYS BE A PIMP AND NO HOE WOULD EVER TIE ME DOWN FELL HARD FOR A FEMALE YO N I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO YO CUZ SHE LEFT ME A FEMALE IVE STAYED TRU TO GOTS ANOTHER NIGGA N I KNOW I DROVE HER AWAY WIT MY STUPID SHIT BUT DAMN LIKE I SEE HIM ALL UP IN HER PICTURES N SHIT AND I SEE HER ALL UP IN HIS SHIT AND ITS LIKE DAMN DAWG WHY WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY I BEEN THRU SOO MUCH ALL I WANTED WAS TOO BE HAPPY WITH HER AND I DUNNO SHE TELLS ME THINGS WILL GET BACK TO NORMAL WIT ME N HER AND WELL BE TOGETHER N HAPPY AGAIN BUT I DONT KNOW IM AFRAID TO LOOSE HER I REALLY CARE BOUT THIS FEMALE YO LIKE IVE NEVER CARED FOR ANYONE IN MY LIFE N EVERYONE TELLS ME TO FORGET HER N DO MY PIMP THING TO FORGET HER BUT IT AINT THAT EASY YO SHE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD I DUNNO I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT ANYMORE I DONT KNOW HOW TO PRETEND ITS NOT BOTHERING ME ITS KILLING ME INSIDE. LIKE I STILL SEE HER N SHIT AND WHEN WE CHILLED THIS WEEK IT WAS OFF THE CHAIN WE WERE CLOWNING AND HAVING A TRIP BUT I DUNNO LIKE I THINK SHE IS LOOSING WHAT SHE HAD FOR ME AND IT HURTS I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT LIKE HER FOR WHATEVER REASON BUT ASIDE FROM WHATS GOING ON RIGHT NOW SHE MAKES ME HAPPIER THAN IVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE I JUST WISH I HAD THE ANSWERS I WISH I KNEW WASSSA I JUST DONT KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE YO IVE NEVER BEEN LIKE THIS IVE NEVER LET A FEMALE GET TO ME LIKE THIS I WOULD HAVE REPLACED HER QUCIK AS FUCK BUT I LET TOO MANY GOOD FEMALES PASS ME BY BECUZ OF THAT SO IM NOT MAKING THAT MISTAKE WITH HER N MAYBE IT DONT WORK OUT WITH ME N HER BUT IM GONNA TRY TILL THE END I DUNNO DAWG I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY NOW YALL PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR N DONT RESPOND TO THIS I JUST NEEDED TO LET THIS SHIT OUT I DONT WANNA HEAR ANY OPINIONS ABOUT THIS SHIT IGHT......FOR REAL
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[11 Sep 2004|02:07pm] |
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wut dey do my lil fans mutts n the people i actually talk to its been a minute since a nigga wrote in this shit mad shit been going on well first off i aint with keeka no more she said we needed some time off so i dunno i still love that girl with everything i even love her more than maria n yall that know me know how i felt about that female but whatever whatever happens happens i need to get my shit together well work is good i might be getting a promotion witch is off the chain yo for real making 40 a year yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
might be moving out soon cant wait yo for real i hate this house i hope the hurricane hits yo so i can take some time off work....lol so i guess shit been bad but it has a way of fixing itself i got my lip pierced i got it with keeka she got hers and her tounge pierced looking nice...lol
well i got a stalker again shorty954cc i think i might know who it is but we'll see if its who i think it is ima beat that hoes ass like she was a nigga ima show that hoe the tru meaning of pain im gonna make her life unbearable till she kills herself that fucking dumb bitch she fucked with the wrong nigga she knows how i am n what im capable of so why put yourself thru that....oh wellllllllllll thats all her lets see what else i can give yall to talk about.....i guess thats it for now ill make an effort to write in this more often i know my fans need to be all up in my shit like a soap opera.....lol be easy .......
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Dear Frankie,
I have known you for almsot 9 years.You've grown to be my big brother and my bestfriend,Love hurts but love could also teach you lessons.Life hasn't been the best for you but guess what you'll always have me and everyone else that loves you.Papo life wouldn't be normal if we didn't go threw these things.You have to learn how to look at the bright side of things,learning how to is just step #1.I love you and not anyone will replace the love I have grown for you.You mean so much to me.I'm sorry that I can't show you physically how grand my love for you is but one day it will be shown.
love your bestfriend,
Star
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whats good my peoples well its been a minute since a nigga wrote in this shit but nigga like me been busy n shit working n i got a lady now so i spend as much time as i can wit my booger<3 might have some good news coming to me dunno yet.....well i talked to jenni dawg dat female called me outta nowhere she histled that fat poker jeanette for my number....hahahaha i was like how the fuck it was nice talking to her again thats my dawg i love that girl like she was my sister i feel bad what happen to her but death is part of life n its not an end but a beginingi wish her da best wit her nigga......work is....just that work n mad stressfull but its all good you know i love to cook well im bout to dip ill try n write more in this shit keep my haters n fans updated on my wonderfull life......
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wasssa peooples im drunk as fuck n i give a fuck less than b4 i hope all yall dumb buitches dieeeeeeeeeeee thats all i gotta say.....fuckkka bitches whores all of them....
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[31 Mar 2004|03:01am] |
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its been a while huh well things got good for like 3 days n went back to shit so fuck it enough bout that work is stressfull i hate bitches every single last one of you yall know who yall are take it how you wanna dont im me asking if its you if you have a doubt then it is to you i try to be nice but bitches take advantage so fuck yall no love eat a dick n die slow i wish yall nothing but the best but just keep da fuck away from me i dont need anymore mind games cuz ill crush yall i promise.....i got nothing but pure fuckingg hatred in whats left of my heart its fucking eating me alive i wish things were different but i dont got the strength to keep fighting but what can i do thats how i gotta live so if yall aint wit me yall against me n i hope you die slow then....be easy
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whats up my fans nigga like me str8 chillin today my foot is almost healed that shit was crazy hurtin...ohhh yall dont know the story behind that::takes you back bout 2 weeks ago:: i was at the grove not this sat but the sat b4 wit mike n some female he was talking to so the night started fucked up cuz walking to the grove from where we parked some niggas egged me...big mistAKE so i was pisted already cuz 5 niggas in the car n they dipped it hard running scared so yall know me nigga picked up a rock waiting for them so i see them again n they bust a u turn almost hitting a car to leave so im more pist now that i cant get them...so im at fat tuesdays getting fucking drunk (yall know me)so some fuck lil pussy ass nigga trying to fight some niggas there n my big mouth was talking shit to him...lol...to the point he wanted to fight me thinkin this nigga really thought i wasent gonna go down there (poor him)so this nigga got me soo heated i ran to the stairs where he was posted up like a lil fake bitch waiting for me.....well i ran up to him n split his shit n threw his ass down the stairs....hahahahaha that was the funniest part of the fight...so when he finally lands on the concrete i start hitting him right shit i didnt know he had a boy still he fucking kicked my dead ass in my jaw...hahah is ok he kicks like a bitch..lol he hits like a bitch to so i had to show him how a man hits so i wrecked him too...n ran cuz securtiy was coming so im like damn where do i hide.....lol i ran back up into fat tuesdays n kept drinking they never found me...lol....but my foot was fucked up nasty.....but them niggas looking worse than me..hahahahahahai felt proud......fucked 2 niggas up and whatttttt...ha...another example that liquor and a big mouth get you in trouble..hahahahahahahahah FUCK IT
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im a lil surprised all the people that read this shit n actually care one stood out more than any other most of you would know why maria sweety you know i got nothing my love for you n thanks for even worrying thanks to everyone else too. ima take your advice tho maria. so str8 up i dont give a fuckkkkkkkkk if you dont like me fuck you
if you think im stupid for always being depressed fuck you str8 up if you aint with me then fuck you that my attitude from now on. fuck every single bitch i ever tried to holla at yall can eat a dick and die slow. herpies infested hefers.if you got love for me i got love for you thats my motto.
so this week has been off the chain dawg nothing but fucking work..lol
that shit is crazy over there i dunno when ill have a day off but fuck it it keep my mind off shit you know. i need to get out tho i wanna go get fucked up n chillllll but who knows when that will happen/..lol
im out so fuck the world dont ask me for shit..........this 16 pak long pipe chiko out this shit holla
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damn dawg i swear my head is moving a million miles an hour. damn n i got some fucked up news today.i went to consultarme con orula n homeboy told me str8 up im gonna die in a tragic accident if i dont take care of myself.......i gotta do a bunch of shit now to prevent it....::sigh::
work isnt any better either my foot is fucked up n today is my first day back at my old job on a new station so imagine im gonna do a horrible job......fuckkkkk
the ladi situation....hahahah ladii situation thats a good one......this is awsomedawg no one gets it i cant keep this up man im not made of stone... i have to drink everynight to fall asleep cuz if not i cant its fucking sad....people expect too much from me n im sorry but i cant do it i cant make anyone happy not even myself......thats even sadder whatever im out
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[04 Mar 2004|01:32am] |
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seems like everytime i write in this shit its something bout feeling down well tonight is no different. thats how i feel n i gotta let loose on someone....dawg day in n day out i feel worse n worse i cant take the pressure i cant take the torment i cant take fucking life period....i got too much pressure at work it hurts to say but im sooo depressed i dont even feel like cooking anymore i dont wanna work i just wanna fucking crawl in my bed n die i dont give a fuck anymore......i been having these crazy ass nightmares latly i cant take it i dont sleep right i wake up every few hours sweating n shaking....its a fucking mental torment....i dunno i dunno what todo anymore nothing makes me happy i got nothing to look foward to its fucking sad.... i dont know what else to say........
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finally a nigga back on this shit to chat with ......no one really cuz no one fucking reads this.....well its been a minute since i worte in this but whatever....im still fucking feeling down dawg... i dont got a 6 pak no more now its a 16 pak steady grillin all you bitch made ass hoes n niggas.......well thats about it for now i got too much on my fucking mind to say anything positive.....be easy
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| express your love! |
[26 Feb 2004|12:22am] |
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Damn Frankie forgot he has one of these damn things,so he never writes in it =[
Frankie is ok,working his ass off like always.
I don't know what to fill you peeps in with.
Bueno show Frankie some love and let him know that ya'll miss him.
Frankie Papo I <3 you xinfinity
<3 Star
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[04 Jan 2004|10:28am] |
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Im late on this but better than never..
2003
Brought me a lot closer to you,it showed me how to really trust someone,and love you aswell.You're about the only person that I could say anything to and not care,because you don't judge me on my faults or flaws.I learned that even though you lose some friends you gain better ones.2003 brought us closer than ever and it made both of us realize how much we love eachother.I thank you for the friendship you have given me and continue to.I love you with all my heart and no one i mean no one could ever take your place even if they tried,because you're unreplaceable.Our friendship means the world to me and without you I'd be really lost.I love you Frank <33
Many more years of friendship to come
you bestfriend <3
Star
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[06 Dec 2003|02:50pm] |
Last night Frankie and I talked on the phone for a good 20 mins.
He was telling me a story,about some girl he had me cracking up Don't worry i'll whoop her ass for you lol =D.We're suppose to chill tonight go to the movies my treat.Hopefully we get to chill =].
Star
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[11 Oct 2003|03:18am] |
This is Star Frankie's Bestfriend.His computer is fucked up so he won't be updating in awhile,But am writting to let everyone know that he is ok.If you know his cell just call him but if you don't am afraid you're stuck because am not about to but his number up on this shit.He doesn't need any stalkers.Alright just wanted to let you guys know wassup.
xox
Star
Frankie and Star bestfriends <33
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| This is Star -Frankies Bestfriend- |
[09 Sep 2003|01:53am] |
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What I think about you...
you manage to make me smile
the only guy that understands me
your my big brother
we have fun when we hang out
Frankie many guys have came across my life amd I have lost many aswell.I have always found you to be one of the best guys ever.I love you to death,like the brother I never had.Am sorry I can't be there all the time,But i promise that I will try my best to be there as often as possible.You and I have been friends ever since I was in 7th grade and now a high school Graduate and guess what were still friends.So many people could point out your faults and flaws,but I can't because you have been the best guy friend ever.We could only look back on memories and stupid shit that has happen around us.I love you to death and you will always play an important part in my life.Thank you for always understanding me and all my guy problems or for always giving me you opinion.Oh and fuck haters.Fuck everyone that has made Frankies life hell,fuck all you hoes that have never gave him a chance,because you wouldn't know what's good for you even if it was written in their forehead.Fuck all you hoes that hate too damn much and all you pussy as niggas that can't back yourself up.You could only live life hating and talking shit.Am here always and don't ever forget that.I <3 You now and forever..
x and oh's
Star
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| THE NIGHT FRANKIE LOST HIS GOD DAMN MIND |
[07 Sep 2003|05:16am] |
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yo.......yo my sweet fucking god tonight is the night yo I SWEAR TO FUCKING THE BULLSHIT ASS NIGGA GOD YO. IMA KILL SOMEONE OR MY SELF I COULD REALLY CARELESS WHO YO MAKES NO DIFFEREANCE TO ME DAWG IM JUST SOO SICK FO TI ALL MY NIGGA FOR REAL DAWG I BEEN FUCKING CRYING FOR HOURS YO THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT IM SICK OF LIFE IM SICK OF LIFES BULLSHIT IM SICK FOR MY FAMILY IM SICK OF MY JOB IM SICK OF FEMALES AND THIER SHIT IM SICK OF LIFE IN GERNERAL WHY THE FUCK CONTINUE????????
THERE IS NO POINT PEOPLE TELL ME NAHHH IS GONNA BE OK LIFE IS GONNA GET BETTER.......FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
GOD DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME THE SAINTS DONT GIVE A FUVCK ABOUT ME NO ONE GIVES A SHIT SO WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEM.......
ITS HARD MY NIGGA ITS HARD WHEN YOU LOOK BACK ON 21 YEARS N YOU AINT HAD NOTHING N YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF NOW AND YOU STILL AINT GOT NOTHING NOT EVEN PEOPLE WHO FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU. YOU TRY TO BE NICE N BE THERE FOR PEOPLE ITS LIKE BEING NICE TO A WALL YOU SPILL YOUR HEART OUT TO PEOPLE AND LEMME TELL YOU YOUR BETTER OFF TRYING TO FUCK YOURSELF IN THE ASS CUZ YOU MIGHT HAVE A BETTER CHANCE THAN TO GET SOMEONE ATTENTION. I SWEAR MY NIGGA YOU NEVER FELT LIKE FUCK IT I DONT WANNA GO ON WELL I BEEN LOOKING FOR A REASON FOR 16 YEARS N LEMME TELL YOU I STILL HAVENT FOUND ONE. MY MOM DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME I GOT NO OTHER FAMILY I GOT NO GIRL I GOT NO FRIENDS I GOT NO LIFE I SUCK AT THE THING I LOVE TO DO THE MOST I GOT NO ONE TO MISS ME I GOT NO ONE TO CARE HALF OF YALL NEVER MET ME THE OTHER HALF DONT CARE SO FUCK IT I DRANK SOO MUCH TODAY ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY I DRANK SO MUCH FUCKING PILLS ITS EVEN LESS FUNNY LETS SEE IF I FUCKING WAKE UP TOMARROW....WIT MY FUCKING LUCK I WILL N ILL HAVE TO KEEP ON WIT DIS BULLSHIT OH WELL .........................................................................FUCK EVERYONE I GOT NO LOVE FOR NO ONE THAT DONT GOT LOVE FOR ME..
GOD YOU FUCKING PUSSY IF YOU EXSIST COME FUCKING TAKE MY LIFE YOU FUCKING FAGGET
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damn dawg its been a fucked up few days work sucks its been mad slow i never get to go home early so i gotta fucking bare with it agggg anyways i never get to talk to jenni anymore but i got to talk to her today she is going thru mad shit with this whole lil ordeal she is going thru pobresita muahhhs to my sweety jenni. even tho i wasent put on her list of people that are real to her she know i got her back thru thick and thin...but w.e. on a lighter note...lol i saw my ex the other night hahahahahhahahahahahahaha it was halarious she is like omg frank? is that you im like yo who are you she is like its me adri i was like who?..lol she is like your ex i looked her up and down and was like daaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnn this is the funny part cuz when i said damn she thought i meant she is looking good but i go damn you got fat as fuck she is like whatever i dont really have time for exercise im a house wife you know my man takes care of me something you wouldnt know about maybe now that your working you can afford to take a female out..i was like damn thats harsh but i got her back this is the best part after she said that i told her i never needed money to show a female a good time you know that she laughed and her man that was next to her was getting mad..lol what a herb so im like so you got fat sitting your lazy ass at home taking care of your 8 kids and this is the part part she is like what 8 kids i only got 4..mind you this girl is 18 in front of everyone at the beach i was like damn your a fucking muttttttt she is like fuck you nigga this n that blah blah blah n i go your a fucking bitch 18 with 4 kids your a fucking mutt n i went off on her while her man stood there like umm hi yeah im her man...lol. so he finally got involved when i said your worthless fucking always using niggas for thier money now you got this poor loser taking care of you and them 4 kids that i hope arent his cuz if they are they must look like fucking gremlins...lmao...the nigga is like yo wtf that my family you trying this n that blah blah blah and im like partner im sorry dawg but its tru your fucking ugly as shit and she is wack as fuck now you know. im ugly so when i have kids ima look for someone pretty so it evens out but ugly people have ugly kids..lol this nigga started taking his jewlery off like he was gonna fight someone so im like aight lets go...right outside my job mind you..im like lets go but he was a bitch and picked up a bottle so i ran inside and he thought he was the mack cuz i ran away..sorry homes i came back outside with my knife from work thats a 10 in fucking monster..lol that nigga turns whiter than my ass in the winter..lol im like you wanna poke somethng lets to this nigga then everything changed and he was like nah nah look i dont want it to come to this you know you just tried my kids n shit i was like i wasent trying them i dont try lil kids you know im just saying your both busted therefore your kids must be too its just the truth..lmaoooo it ended like that..lol so that was off the chain also that same day they filmed the show dismissed at my resturant fucking had cameras in my face n shit i was all fucking nervous i aint trying to come out on tv n shit fuck that but whatever its the first show when they come to south beach to keep an eye out for it n youll see where i work....well i think i have written enough for a few days..lol to all my fans keep up the good work...lol nerds... to all my peeps be easy and to jenni muahhhh dont let that crap get you down sweety your better than that try callign me sometime=0)
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damn dawg work is a motherfucker another hard as day at work but not only that i had to work with one leg cuz i fucked up my knee last night at work and today i could barely walk so lemme shre a few of the wonderfull momments at work. well i got bitched at for the stupidest thing cuz i forgot to fucking cure some salmon thats fucking stupid especially since we were fucking busy on friday i didnt have time well i got in trouble (like always) and i had to clean the fucking walk-in. whatever so i get to work n shti in my station starts dissapearing...how fucking cute people taking my shit and not putting it back. so then i get in trouble cuz some guy comes in with 2 cheap ass looking hookers and i was telling my boy i dunno know why i would get in trouble for that but i did... go figure so then at 12 am when were supposed to be closed some lil nerd comes in this guy looked like the biggest fucing herb looked like an old steven spielbergso of course with my luck he sists in front of me and orders everything outta my station so he can be marvoled at how i make his food so w.e. this guy is talking up a storm with me n once again i got in trouble cuz i was looking at him nit just kinda slipped out i was like dawg do i look friendly to this nigga like i wanna talk to him. lol i thought it was harlarious my boss didnt. so im trying to get my shit str8 to go home when this fucker asks me about some salmon shit he ate he is like oh you know how to make it i was like of course you know this is my station i know how to make everything here. bro is that you fucking believe this guy had the fucking face to str8 out tell me why dont you go home with me n show me what you got....looked me up and down and said in the kitchen.....dawg i was gonna kill this fucking fruit cake whats up with every fucking fag in the beach hitting on me ....damn . so whatever i get outta work thinking damn wait till jeni hears about his.....no jenni anywhere ....=0/
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damn dawg how fucked up that you can be on top of things one min. and feel like your lower than skum the next. it fucking sucks. but i found out a lil bit on information last night that was very intresting. it wasent something i didnt already know and dawg ifyall know me yall know i lost it a while ago. so i dont give a fuck no more someone wanna be fucking playing with me like i dont have santo done for 17 years dawg this motherfucker going into the cementry watch i dont give a fuck no more im sick of motherfucker playing with me dawg like i aint gonna do somthing but is all good we will see wassa. then i start thinking wtf dawg you know thanks for all the protection and the help saints all i ever fucking get is you do this this this and this wrong blah blah blah never damn you know el pobre lets not be soo hard on him he has ennough with all the shit he is going thru and poor guy he has no one to help him thru it fuck that they just pile the pressure and the problems on higher..lol.and those are my loving saints..lol thank god they love me and dont hate cuz then imagine. its fucking wack everytime i take 4 steps foward i take 10 back i think im bout to loose my job last night i went to work and thier like we dont need ya tonight like real rude like and my boss is like oh try again tomarrow maybe we will need ya. maybe. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk im sooo sick of it man its like wtf is the point of continuing fighting all i do is fuck shit up. but whatever i cant do anything about it cuz my mom dont got enough money to afford a fucking funeral....fucking bullshit god damn motherfucker im fucking furious
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damn its been a while huh well not much has happened since i last wrote i just came back from a trip to georgia lemme tell you when a female you like tells you not to go listen to her meng i had a horrible time12 hours over there and 12 hours back and i had to spend the night in a hotel cuz of bullshit man my back hurts from the car drive my leg hurts from driving mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it was fucked up im just glad to be home. well tonight i was supposed work but they didnt need me so im home waiting to see if im gonna go ut tonight but lets see whats happens.....
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man i almost died at work last night i was changing the grease in the fry machine and i was thinking how fucked up it would be if i dropped it cuz it would have splashed the hatian but the hatian is the one that dropped it and i just saw all that fucking oil coming up to my face all i could do was jump back if not i would have gone blind and would have been forced to live like the elephant man. man jenni is sick and says she is gonna die she is full of it.. you hear that jenni your full of it stop talking shit damnit. sheeesh......i was hoping to chill with my "lyl dawg" tomarrow but she happen to get sick so who knows....lol
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[10 Aug 2003|02:24am] |
Next time if you feel that you need to comment stupid shit on this journal leave a name don't be such a coward..Whoever it was your a fucking pussy..Haters only hate because there jealous..
I love you papo...
x and oh's
Star...
p.s if you want to leave another anonymous comment guess what you can't..hahaha I laugh at haters...
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god damn motherfucker i just got home from work its late as fuck my boss got me drunk and i gotta work a double shift tomarrow.mannn what a fucked up day man jenni went to cheesecake factory n she is like awww too bad you gotta work so i was a lil sad i couldnt go but w.e. so i get to work n do my shit so like at 6:30 my boss tells me yo i need you here tomarrow at 12 so youll be leaving at 8:30 9:00 the latest so im like fucking dope ill call jenni up n maybe get to chill with her. so its slow as fuck all night so me n my boss get bored n make a bet to see who can work better under the influence..lol...what a mistake we ran to the bar nextdoor n chuged like 8 beers each so we were pretty drunk (by the way they were pints and for those who knows pints are fucking huge) so were working looking like fucking idiots.lol but while all that is going on me n my boss forget about me leaveing earlyso im there bored cuz there is no one coming in and my boss leaves n when he drives away im like fuck i gotta leave early. so i tell the big boss yo i need to leave early cuz i work tomarrow at 12 n he is like nah man i need you here just in case so i was fucking pist as fuck so i had to stay i wanted to kill someone. but whatever what can i do right well right when im gona leave the fucking worthless piece of shit hatian tell me oh you gotta do the frezzer cuz its not my turn so i had to stay an extra 30 mins cleaning that bullshit but it wasent that bad my big boss gave me a beer like he does every saturday so it kept my buzz aliveso whatever im racing home to talk to jenni b4 she goes to sleep n dawg a motherfucking dt turns his lights on behind me n mind you i got a revoked licence for 5 years dawg i was gonna fucking drive off the fucking bridge but right as i was pulling over he fucking turned to go north on i 95 i was like wtf i wanted to fucking chase him down n curse him out for spooking me like that but w.e. so i finally make it home n jenni is sleeping or still out...grrr.. what a bad day fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk and i gotta work like 12 hours tomarrow this fucking sucks::sigh::
but at least im drunk =0)... btw can someone tell me who the fuck the hater was who said something stupid on my last entry..????
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"now everybody from the 313 put your motherfucking hands up and follow me,noeverybody from the 313 put your motherfucking hands up look look
now while yall stand tuff notice this man did not have his hands up this free world's got you gased up now whos afraid of the big bad wolf,1 2 3 and to the 4 1 pac 2 pac 3 pac 4. 4 pac 3 pac 2 pac 1. your pac he's pac thier pac none. this guy aint no motherfucking mc i know everything hes got to say against me, i am white im a fucking bum i do live in a trailer with my mom my boy future is an open tom i do got a dumb friend named cheddar bob who shots himself in the leg with his own gun i did get jumped by all 6 of you chumps and wink did fuck my girl im still standing here screaming fuck the freeworld. dont ever try to judge me dude you dont know what the fuck i been thru but i know something about you, you went to crambrook thats a private school, whats the matter dawg you embarassed this guys a gangster? his real name is clarence. and clarence lives at home with both parents and clarence parents have a real good marriage. this guy dont wanna battle he's shook cuz aint no such things as half way crooks scared to death and scared to look in his fucking year book fuck crambrook. fuck a beat ill go accapella fuck a poppa doc fuck clock fuck a trailer fuck everybody fuck yall if ya doubt me im a peice of fucking white trash i say it proudly and fuck this battle i dont wanna win im outtie here tell these people something they dont know about me."
b rabbit
this is how much of a fan i am i even know the freestyles of his movie its really sad
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i feel sad...i dunno why i just do. it sucks i havent been depressed for a while (as many of my loyal followers would know why) but dammn i dunno today i feel like shit it sucks ::sigh:: oh well what can i do. well im gonna go watch tv
holla back
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wasssa yall im back from my lil trip. not a damn things happened b4 anyone asks....i went i stayed there for 2 days i got what i went for n i left i didn get told anything cuz my grandmother wasent feeling good. so that was my trip now im home im bored with no one to talk to ....::sigh:: how fun...well im outta here holla back
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damn dawg one day away from my trip n im nervous as fuck. i hope i dont get in trouble ::sigh::
i have this weird feeling something is gonna happen. suck a strong feeling that it dont let me sleep....de pinga...bueno im outta here
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well its 3 in the morning and i just hung up with jenni. she soo cute. i like her i just hope we got the same thing in mind.we were trading war stories..lol...dawg she is too much i definatly gotta see wassa.but i know all these hating ass hoes gonna find something stupid to bring up n fuck my plans up thank god jenni different hopefully she dont see that.also fuck man i gotta go to mexico n see my grandmother she asked for me. im fucking nervous i leave tuesday but bro im fucking scared last time i was there i got in alot of trouble n i dont wanna repeat that fuck i been trying to stay outta problems but fuck i hope i didnt slip somewhere. lets see what happens
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well time to post again but fuck i dunno what the fuck to write about. my life is getting boring as fuck i been talking to jenni alot latly =0) who knows whats gonna happen...she soo cute n nice... but i still dont know wassa. i really need a fucking cell fone. i wanna get a fucking nextel but fuck i dont have credit for it so if anyone got a hook up fucking contact a nigga... leave me a message. i wanna get soo many fucking things man i need to win the fucking lotto. or sell some keys or something this welfare life isnt cutting it no more. but w.e.
dawg i still got no fucking ac nigga fuck thats fucked up its soo fucking hot im fucking melting. all i do is sweat i take a shower every 10 mins cuz i feel dirty its fucked up
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god damn motherfucker my ac broke n my bitch assss fucking family left me here everyone found a place to stay at so they aint gotta be in the heat n shit fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk its fucking hot in this bitch you know how hot it is at work to come home n have it be hot too this is fucking bullshit i fucking tell you bro de pinga
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awww shiet i finally got a good entry for ya ass so i talked to mike the other day thinking he was gonn ahave beef n shiet right well turns out he was str8 the whole time he aint never wanted to rush me like i thought n shit so whatever me him brian and roger chilled tonight n everything was like old time we was even break dancing n shit...lol.. i still suck.. i was mad happy cuz i got my boys back ima be cool about it tho i learned what the saints wanted me to learn about not living in peoples houses n shit so this time its gonna be all good me n brian had a long talk about how things was n so did me n mike man all n all i had one of the best nights i had in a while.....it was off the chain.....bueno its late n im sleepy so ima be up out this bitch ill holla again soon.. be easy yall
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damn meng what a day what a day......i talked to jenni today n mannnnnnn the shit i found out about our lil friend ........lets not say no names but mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn that female done lost her mind (our nameless victim not jenni)boy jenni told me she did the same thing she did to me to like a million other niggas i was like damnnnnnnnn that shit hurt.but whatever yo im not even gonna stress that bitch yo cuz she is gonna get hers.another things jenni brought to my attention is who fucking told this nameless person i was talking to imperial (for those of you how know the story know who the nameless victim is) it seems this fuck ass wanna be fucking lowrider bitch derek put me out there. well you fucking bitch ass trick you dont know me but you heard of me n you gonna catch it like no one has caught one in a while cuz im threw giving a fuck when i see you im fucking swinging on you i dont give a fuck where the fuck you is nigga. nas for our nameless victim, your beyond fucked up words havent even been made to express how fucked up you are. you do this to me?!?!?! of all people wtf did i do to you? nothing i was nothing but fucking nice to you. but its that the more i think about it the more pist off i get. cuz i remember you fucking being depressed cuz supposably you had some shit in your olveries n it might stop you from having kids n you almost cried cuz you told me you wanted kids soo badly n shit but you made that up you sick fucking bitch.thats one. you lied about having a kid. thats 2. you lied when you told me you went to pr. thats 3. you lied everytime you told me you were on the other line with jenni. thats 4. you lied everytime you mentioned jenni. thats 5. you lied about the most stupidest fucking things in the fucking world. and yes i did lie to you your right but about one thing. only one and it doesnt compare to your web of lies you sick fuck. n what hurts the most is that you know how i had been done dirty by females b4 n you still went n lied about everything you fucking sick fucking bitch. for real seek help bro your not fucking right in the head you fucking lost it.n i guess thats all i gotta say abotu that.work sucks life sucks bitches are fucking liars niggas are all fucking skum bags out to do each other in for a fucking trick thats right derek she is a trick you fucking blind ass nigga you aint never gonna tap it bitch so go stick your dick in a light socket.n you know what here is my fuck list........the following list is dedicated to all the fucking people i dislike me recago en la resingada madre de.....
mike, jorge,richard,derek,jessika,jessica,mikey,roger,robert,my dad,my boss,mario ,jean,adriana,willy,jessica,adrienne,veronica,elizabeth,louie,javi,armando,jose,my 5th grade teacher i forget her name,david,willy his brother marvin and anyone ever afiliated or associated with sc crew,ronald,that lil deaf kid in 9th grade who thought he was how shit cuz he lived in cutler ridge,anthony,luis,jason,eddie,fat frank,rat facen i believe that is it if you feel you need to be on this page please lemme know n youll be added you dumb fucking piece of trash
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well my peoples its been a while but things remain the same actually i think they got worse. work is fucking me up i cant stand it im bout to fucking quit that shit yo i ask for one fucking day off n i cant have it cuz some niggas momma is stay at his house wtfffffff i missed my grandmothers birthday cuz they didnt wanna give me the day off i let is slide i missed my moms birthday cuz they forgot to give me the day off i let that slide i missed my motherfucking cousins funeral cuz the same faggot whos mama is in town didnt wanna cover my shift cuz he is a bitch i missed my besfriends wedding cuz they didnt wanna give me the day off i missed court cuz they didnt wanna give me the day off n they stillllllllllll have the nerve to fucking tell me why the hell are you mad you cant have the day n thats it. bro its like a fucking slap in the facei swear they pushing my buttons n im gonna set that whole fucking building on fire dawg watch. plus to add to the drama at my job(hahah drama!) my life at home sucks i havent slept in day i havent ate in longer there is no money my room is small i have no luck (cough cough)god damnit this shit suck fucking ass yo im bout to start fucking creaping shit again i swear my boy gets outta jail in 2 months the clock is ticking if things dont change im going back into that shit its been the only time i have had money n things havent been soo tight in this fucking household. i swear yo its ewnough to make a nigga cry n shit ....w.e. i have shared enough with yall im making a site ill have it up as soon as i can........
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just to prove i listen to more than eminem
"I was too immature
to understand your ways, inexperienced back in the days
Caused so many arguments and strays
Now I realize how to treat ya, the secret to keep ya
Bein faithful now cause now cheatin's lethal
We closer than the hands of time, deeper than the drop of mankind
I trust you dearly, I shoot blind
In time I clock figures, droppin niggaz as we rise
We all soldiers in God's eyes -- now it's time for war
Never leave me baby, I'm paranoid, sleepin witcha
loaded by my bedside crazy
Jealous when you hang wit the fellas, I wait patiently alone
anticipated for the moment you come home
I'm waitin by the phone this is true love, I can feel it
I've had a lot of women in my bed, but you the realeast
So if you ever need me call, I'll be there through it all
You're the reason I can stand tall, me and my girlfriend
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend
Down to ride to the bloody end, just me and my girlfriend
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